http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAA9VRLiWkY
Today I want to write a post about something that is really important to me...my family...please hear the song above while you read this...this way you may understand better what I want to say and feel..It is from Kendall Payne "Scratch"
I am totally aware that not everyone of you has the luck to have a family like I have...and I do not mean a perfect family..I just mean persons you can rely on..who you can trust...for me it is especially my mom...I just love her so much...we have no secrets, we tell each other everything...and this is not an easy thing! Because whenever you tell somebody something, you open youself and risk that the other person may hurt you, may not be your opinion or may just not listen...so you always need to trust the other person...and sometimes my mom and I were not the same opinion...we had fights and sometimes she is just driving me crazy...but I am sure that I drove her crazy sometimes too...but she always supported me...she always was there...I think that everyone of you has such a person or a few persons like this. And when you love these persons so much, you are also afraid to loose them..sometimes..just thinking about loosing my mom or another important person in my life makes it impossible for me to breath...sometimes I want to be a child again...when I did not see all the terrible things happen out there...you can call me too soft or maybe stupid and weak, but I am sure that we all sometimes get scared of all the things happen out there...at least I do...and then I am so happy to have persons to go to...who will hold me in their arms...remember me that I am not alone...that it is ok to be scared and that somebody will take care of me...did you ever have this feeling? That no one can hurt you as long as you stay in the arms of that person? I think we all need that feeling once in a while...and I think needing it does not make us weak or unable to live our lifes alone and independent...
If I had not have such persons, I sometimes would not be able to face the world outside...but fortunately I have my mom and my family and friends...I just want to say how grateful I am...and that sometimes my heart is overflowing with the love I feel for these persons...and I think we should remeber that more often...and show it...because we never know what might happen the next day....
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