Last weekend I visited my family in Germany again, because it was the birthday of my mom and my grandmother. Yes, on the same day ;-) So Friday was my flight to Dresden and I was so excited!! I mean, for two month I did not see my family! Only my mom, when she visited me here in Barcelona...so I was kind of nervous...how will it be like to see my entire family again? Will I feel strange? I have to admit that I felt strange...when I arrived in Dresden and got back to our flat and my room..everything seemed so..familiar...It was like I have never been to Barcelona..like none of this happened..very strange feeling! But I lovveeeeed being there!! Especially because the weather was sooo nice this weekend! Sun, not too cold and these beautiful golden, yellow and red trees!!! I loooove autumn like this! We drove to a little village half an hour outside from Dresden and on this way we drove through beautiful colourful forests! It looks like you turned on a special light..but it is only the colour of the leaves that are making it so special! I just love it!
Then, together with my family, I felt good, but...strange at the same time...It is hard to explain...Family means everything to me, so thats why I felt so good and happy..but I also saw myself outside of my family...like I was a stranger or at least a observer...was a strange feeling...moreover, I was kind of missing Barcelona, which was also new to me. I mean, I love to travel but I like the feeling of
coming home... but this time it was like I was away from home...I think it just means that from now on I have two homes...there are two hearts beating in my chest...a Spanish and a German one...what a combination...I am curious if the Spanish one was there before getting to Spain...
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